Going Nuts

Gah.

I have no idea why I keep having this urge to blog every day.

Maybe it's a sign that I'm gonna go nuts sooner or later.

Well, better start writing before I become too insane to do so.

And yeah, you can stop reading here now,

Cause basically my rants don't really matter.

I used to really look forward to choir practice.

And I used to wish that the practice never ends.

But over these few years, things began to change.

I know, I know.

Time changes everything, as the saying goes.

Then again, there has to be a reason behind all of this.

I don't know.

After all these years, being teased as "the choir girl"...

I guess I didn't really care about it back then,

When I used to actually gain more than I give.

But I'm beginning to think that I DO care.

Is this all a part of growing up?

Well, if the answer to my question was yes,

Then sweet sixteen isn't so sweet after all.

Look.

I don't wanna waste my friggin' energy on you guys anymore.

I think I've reached my limit now.

Thanks for all your efforts guys.

I really need a vacation right now.