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Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Because not all hearts are the same. :-)


Yeah.
I guess I've been depressed.
Or 'emo', as you all call it, in my latest posts.
And heck, I'm tired of it too.
So here's to all those people who said that I should be posting happy stuff up here.
And to those who know about the hidden messages:
This ain't one of them posts that has 'em. ;-)

Truth be told,
I'm not as sad as I seem to be.
It's just that:
My blog is sort of where I let all those emotions flow out.
And just rant.
And rant.
And rant.
And well, you get the point.

Heck.
I'm happy.
I truly am.
I'm starting to think that my life is beautiful.
That it's worth living for.
That it's worth struggling through those endless battles for.
And I'm pretty sure I haven't gone crazy.
Yet.

Anyways,
I wanna say thanks to that special someone.
For everything you ever did.
For everything you ever said.
For everything you are to me.
Thank you so much. ;-)
I love you.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Letting go


I really don't know what to do right now.

Or what to say.
I don't think I need to explain anymore.
'Cause explaining just leads to more questions.
And more scars.
I gave my best.
I tried my hardest.
But I guess my best just ain't the best.
Please.
Don' trust me.
Don't put too much hope in me.
Seriously.
Everything that has gone wrong is my fault.
I don't wanna let you all down.
Maybe I should just let go to save you all.

There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter faking smiles
Same old tired lonely place

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Sometimes

Sometimes,
I just wanna say;
That I'm already in pieces,
That I'm not okay.

Sometimes,
I just wanna hide;
Better to keep others out of my world,
Than to invite them in and lie.

Sometimes,
I just wanna run away,
From all the madness,
From all the pain;
Back to the times when I was little,
And everything was beautiful,
When life was less bitter,
And fate was less cruel.

Sometimes,
I just wanna pretend;
That I never knew all the things I know,
That I never saw all the things I've seen;
That all those things that I've heard were lies,
That I was numb to everything and nothing can hurt me.

Don't get me wrong.
I don't wanna be a faker.
But I guess it's just inevitable.