I'm sorry for everything I've done.
For what I haven't done.
I know that being sorry doesn't help the situation.
But still...
I really don't know what to do.
I don't know what I should do.

I'm sorry for being totally useless.
For being 'idea-less'.
My mind just doesn't function like you guys' do.
It goes blank.
Adrenaline will jolt through its veins.
But still....
Nothing happens.
It's like the nerve connecting to it is missing.

I'm sorry for being socially inactive.
For having zero social skills.
For blurting things that are both pointless and ineffective at the same time.

I'm messed up.
And I don't know how to fix it.

Freak