Checklist

Things I have to do before tuition at 8pm:

1. Wash my clothes.

2. Hang my clothes.

3. Wash all the plates, mugs and cutlery.

(as the insecticide is poisonous)

4. Feed the tortoises.

5. Mop the floor.

6. Replant Mum's plant.

7. Practice my scales.

8. Practice my piano exam pieces.

9. Practice the pieces for the school concert rehearsal on Tuesday.

10. Mend my broken ruler.

11. Remind all choir members to pass up their surat kebenaran.

12. Eat something.

13. Think of ideas for the NIE project.

14. Inform AJKs about the meeting on Friday.

15. Stop crying.

A Trip to the Hospital

Was suppose to go to this drama competition ( which my school won! YAYYYY!!!!! ) on Sunday but then my mum was so sick that my dad and I had to fetch her to the hospital. And well, on and off fever ain't a small joke. I guess I should have seen it coming, with the backaches, vomiting, and especially the red dots on her body, but as you can see, I've never even suspected that my mum got the Dengue fever. Heck, it was a long day, but I guess as long as I was accompanying my mum it didn't really matter, though I would appreciate it if the emergency ward could be a little quieter. Sheesh. You'd think there's construction going on in there.

Anyway, without Mum in my life, everything's just SO different. And yeah, for the second time in my life, I had to iron my own clothes. ( Yeah. I know I'm spoiled. :P ) And wash the clothes. Then hang them. Then fold them. Then keep them. And change the tortoises' water. And take care of my mum's plant et cetera. Believe me, by the time that I was done with all the house chores, it was already midnight and I had to practice my piano for the chinese orchestra rehearsal on the next day. Geez. What happened to my holidays?

On the bright side, my mum's getting better now. At the very least, she can eat already. I'm terribly glad that things got better through these few days. Seriously, Mum, I don't know what I'd do without you. Thank you. :)

Profanities

I've never realised this but I think I may have a problem with profanities. I thought I could've stopped using them by replacing them with the word 'potato'. Guess not. My problem just got worse recently. I even swore in class yesterday. Though I think no one heard me.

Jeez.

I really need my diary.

29.May.2010: Choral Workshop

Before I bore you guys with my totally emotional and somehow senseless posts, here's a post which will be - for the first time ever - quite happy. (Emphasis on 'quite' , I didn't say 'all the way through').

So, MGS and our school's choir are gonna hold a choral performance tomorrow. And there's gonna be a choir from NUSS, which is a university in Singapore. Therefore, there was a workshop at our school hall just now from 2-5.30pm.

After running through a few songs, the Singaporeans arrived. And all we could see was people. Not only people, but old people. Bear in mind that all of us thought it was gonna be people of almost 20-year-or-so. Like, it's a university. Whatever. This proofs that the famous saying '活到老, 学到老' is actually true.

NUSS' choir's conductor was awesome. Not only was he the only one who's younger, looks younger, the tallest, conducts -duh-, but he could play the piano pretty good and sing as well. Not to mention that the finale song 'Wherever You Are' was actually written by him. =D And the way he conducts, oh man, you guys should have really, really seen it!!!! It's like totally different and yet we could all get what he meant. WEIRD.

Actually, the weirdest thing was that Li Fei said that Ming Ching, who's voice is way more girlish than mine, looked 'shuai'. Chew Ying even agreed. Oh gosh. I can't believe this. O.O

Chew Ying, as usual, was pretty down due to some 'choir issues' again. When I say 'choir issues', I'm referring to the fact that she thinks she's not good enough to be the conductor. Seriously, I don't get it. Why the heck do people who are great think that they suck??!! After being convinced quite a few times by me, she cheered up by about 1%.

The teacher told us suddenly that we had to perform 2 extra songs!!!!!! And tomorrow's the concert!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah. I believe we're Gods alright. Pulling up 2 songs with half an hour of practice today and another hour tomorrow. Great. And guess what. We got scolded because we were practicing for the 2 songs. Haha. (Sarcastic laugh, not an actual one)

It was quite fun actually. I like the feeling of having tenors and basses in the choir. I like getting to tease Ming Ching because of her girlish voice. I like the feeling of getting to lecture Chew Ying when she was emotional. Yeah. I know I'm evil. =)

*WOOTS*

Okay. A lot of you might be saying (in your head):
What the heck?! I thought she was emo?!'
But apparently, the change in the time-table just made my day!!
I'm finally gonna say buh-bye to that damn PJ teacher.
And I suppose I'll never ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever,
ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever,
ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever,
ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever,
ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever,
ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever,
ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever,
ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever,
ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever,
ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever,
ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever,
See her again.
Since she is never at her desk. =P



Okay. This is lame of me to publish a post just to say that I'm finally free of her.
But then.....
I really despise her.

Unlucky me...

Okay..
For the second time..
I was being weirded out by a freak AGAIN!!!!!!!!!
I just can't believe that I am so 'lucky'.
The situation was almost like last time.
Just this time, it was on MSN.
I have no idea why but just now I gotta feeling,
( Yes, I know it's a song.)
To turn my MSN on since it was a long time since I last did.
And, just as I clicked on that button that changed the next few minutes of my life,
A conversation pop-up, well, popped up.
I saw something that made my jaw reach the floor...

Username: JacqulinePilkinton3073@hotmail.com

(Wait till you see this...)

PM: horny ;)

WHAT THE HECK??!!!
Which of my friends would put that pm??!!
Mei Yuan maybe?? (no offense)
But I was positive that it wasn't her as her MSN was facing problems.

Freak 2: Hey.
Me: May I know who you are?
Freak 2: :-) Yay someone to talk to!!! ~~~<3
(Is it just me, or is this person weird? )
Me: Okay...
Freak 2: I hope you want to chat with a horny girl today... ;-) How you doing?
( OMG!!! Stop talking to me!!! )
Me: Fine, thanks. How are you?
Freak 2: I'm great babe!! I'm a little busy now, just got a new laptop trying to set my cam up...
( Ugh!! BABE!!! Is she-I guess it's a 'she'-a psycho or something?? )
Me: I see.
Freak 2: I have a fetish for the camera ;) Do you have a cam?
Me: I think there's a problem with it.
( Of course I had to lie. Would you? )
Freak 2: If you have one we can cam together or if not you can just watch me online ;)
Freak 2: I have a webcam but you're not a kid right?
( Lie. If you don't, you don't know what will happen to you. )
Me: Do I sound like one?
Freak 2: I don't think so hon, but we can get to know each other better and maybe exchange phone numbers if you're comfortable with that..
Freak 2: k.. well, I'm gonna show you ..k?
Freak 2: (types a website that I prefer not to show) go there and my video will load, just click the yellow JOIN FREE button at the top of the page, it's 100% free to join. You only need a credit card to verify that you are over 18 ;P
Freak 2: If you come watch me I'll do whatever you want me to do... fill out your info, it's free. k?

Oh. My. God!!!!
What the hell is up with me??
Why am I attracting freaks??!!
And what on earth is happening to the internet??!!
Oh crap.

Freak Magnet much?!

So, after a few proof-full incidents, I've decided that I'm a freak magnet.
YES, I ATTRACT FREAKS!!!!!!
Facebook..
A place to enjoy lame games and keep track of your friends..
Yeah, that's what I thought.
Truth is, there are lots of freaks on facebook.
Need I say, ug- wait that's such a harsh word- not so good-looking freaks?
So, Sunday(7.3.10),there's this guy bugging me-there's no need to mention names.
He's kinda weird and ug-, I mean not so good-looking.
And he keeps saying that I'm beautiful and wonderful and that he admires me.
Yeah, I was like what the heck??!!!
And that's only about half an hour after he said 'hi' to me.
Total weirdness.
And he's in college, 21 or so he says.
The next thing I know, he's asking me to go out with him.
What the f**k??!!

Me: 'But I'm only 15.'
Freak: 'Nvm d.'
Me: '....'
Me: 'My parents won't let me go out with you.' (Yeah, neither will I.)
Freak: 'Then we date on facebook.'
Me: '...'

And so, I asked Mei Yuan for advise...

Me: 'How ar??'
Mei Yuan: '1. Say no. 2. Ignore him'
Me: ' But then, isn't he pityful?' (God knows why I said that.)
Mei Yuan: 'Who cares?'

And Ming Yi...

Me: 'Wei!!How ar??'
Ming Yi: 'Tell him you're a lesbian la!!'
Me: (laughing non-stop) ' Walao eh!!!!!'

And so, I went offline immediately 'cause I was terrified of that freak.

Today(9/3/10), he sent me messages telling me that he misses me.

Freak: 'After your PMR, I date you out.'
(I'm copying his exact words, any grammatical errors are his fault.)
Me: 'I'm... Sort of....'
Freak: 'Sort of what?'
(I didn't reply him 'cause I too darn busy playing Sorority Life.)
Freak: 'What are you doing?'
Me: 'Busy-ing.'
Freak: 'When you free, chat me loh.' (Yes, chat me.)
(After an hour of Sorority Life...)
Freak: 'Tell me, you sort of what?'
Me: (sigh) 'I'm sort of..taken.'
(Yes, I lied.)
Freak: 'Taken mean kidnapper?'
(What the hell?! He doesn't know what's the meaning of taken?)
Freak: 'Izit?'
Freak: 'Sorry. I not taken la.'
Freak: 'Believe me, ok?'
Me: ' What I meant was that I am taken already.'
Freak: ' What is taken?'
Freak:' Taken what?'
Freak: 'You taken by what?'
Freak: 'So I cannot date you lo. Izit.'
Freak: 'So can I date you?'
Me: 'NO!!!'
Freak: 'Ooo... why?'
(you can imagine how I'm banging my head on the keyboard by now)
Freak: 'Cause you taken?'
Me: 'YES!!!!!'
Freak: 'Mean you taken by boy?'
Freak: '你被人拿了?'
Me: ' YES!!!!'
(Is it SO hard just to tell a damn lie if it meant saving yourself??)
Freak: 'So.. are we friends or not?'
Me: -faints- (well, almost)

Tell me, is every boy this clueless??
Is it so hard to dump/reject a boy??

8.Dec.09

See that date???
That date --- 8.Dec.09 --- marks the day my father's words left an unhealed scar deep down at the bottom of my heart...
I don't know if I'm exaggerating or not but it really stabbed me...
My mum just bought me a new acoustic guitar..
And she told me to show it to my dad...
And he asked me to play a song...
To "give him motivation"...
Or so he says...
So, I decided to play a song which I just wrote about one hour ago...
(P.S. I'll upload that later)
Yeah, I know he doesn't know that I wrote it myself...
And in 45 minutes too...
That song's very meaningful to me...
And it gives me motivation...
(Like I said, you'll see when I post the lyrics)
He said it was not good...
For me, not good = bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then, he left for an appointment with a customer...
Mum, too went out to get herself a bowl of Hokkien Mee...
And the teardrops started falling...
I can't believe this...
My dream just shattered in front of me in minutes...
So, Lee Lynn, Ming Yi and ZheWei...
This is why I don't share my songs with everybody...
Including my mum and dad...

Diary of Me ~ 31-Dec-09: Halloween

Happy Halloween!!!!

I know I should be studying for my finals

But, *teh* I'm not!!!!

For a good cause that is, CHOIR FAREWELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's on today (obviously) and it's pretty cool since it's on Halloween...

I had to reach early as I was one of the commitees :)

Decorations!!!!!!!

My favourite part of the party, actually, second, after food ;)

BTW, we're having it at the auditorium...

Now, let's cut all the crap and let the photos do the talking, shall we??

This is what the stage looks like, well, without the lights and the bags...

Ghost with Yan2 (Try and guess who the ghost is)

Hint: She's a choir member (I know this is a useless hint)

The same ghost with Shao En 

Hint: Who would actually buy this mask??

Caramel Apples!!! (not so good for your teeth though)

Cookies!!! (home & hand made)

Candy in coffins!!!!

Of course, a party isn't a party without balloons!!!

More Candy!!!

Now that's the Halloween spirit!!!

Toothache!!!

Marshmallows dipped in chocolate..

Souvenirs for our seniors..(2 only)

Piano (decorated with spider webs)

Chew Ying did this... Well done Chew Ying!!!

Cute pumpkins!!!

More spider web... Chew Ying and I did this together..

BOO!!!!!!!Did I scare you??

Sparkling juice...

This is the cutest cake ever!!!!

Get this.. It's a real pumpkin!!!!

Ok... This is the bad side of us.. Throwing ice into the drain

Promise you won't tell ok... :)

Diary of Me ~ 20-Sep-09: E+O & QB's Parking Lot

Happy Hari Raya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chia Ying, Mei Yuan and I had Experience (E) & Opportunity(O)
While Sylvia and Yan2 had I-forgot-what-the-test-name-is
We thought it was as easy as eating popcorn
But IT"S SO TOTALLY NOT!!!!!
I can't believe it!!!
All subjective...
And WTH was that all about???!!!!

Moving on...
My mum, dad and I decided to go to Gurney Plaza for a movie...
WRONG MOVE!!!!
It's Raya and apparently all those people (Malays) came out to window shop...
So, my dad drove us to Queensbay Mall...
WRONG MOVE #2!!!!!!!!
It's was even more crowded there....
OMG!!!!!
Yeah, we went to Queensbay...
Only the parking lot...
We paid for the parking ticket (what a waste)
And, we thought we could go out smoothly...
When this dumb guy in front of us appeared...
He didn't even know that we have to pay for the parking tickets at the auto-pay machine..
Seconds were wasted as he paid at the spot where we were suppose to just put our tickets into the slot....
Also, I found out I left my water bottle at CLHS... (damn it!!!)


At this time of the year (hari raya), it is best to eat hawker food...
We had dinner at Batu Lanchang...
Bought peanuts to munch on on the way home...
BTW, I found this adorable peanut which is so small!!!!!!




You're probably wondering 'WTH is this?!!'...
Well, this is my dream house...
Located near our school...
Isn't it just fab??!!

Diary of Me ~ 12-Sep-09: Leo Team Building

Activity: Leo Team Building

Date: 12-Sep-09

Time: 9am-1pm

Venue: Bilik Masakan

Mei Yuan and I skipped O.C. today for the sake of our Leo Club..
(see how good we are??) *vomits*
We were divided into groups of fives...
And, we had to cook spaghetti...
Of course the sauce is provided so at least it won't taste really bad...
But, we had to dice chicken and slice the mushrooms...
And there's one thing that we didn't know...
We had to finish all of the things we cooked..
We cooked a lot!!!!!!!
Poor Sylvia had to take home (and throw away) ...

Chia Ying got this crazy idea to create a 'Spaghetti Monster'
Here's to you, Chia Ying!!!
BTW, that's our group's leftovers...
It was all sticky when we took this picture...

Yan2 was really happy when two (hungry) taekwando-ers came by for a snack..

Muffins?!

So, Sylvia, Mei Yuan and me met up at Yan2's house...
As 29/6 is WS's anniversary+farewell...
We're having a cooking competition..
And we're (not including me) baking muffins...
Plus, we have a MAJOR PROBLEM...
Our dance (Sorry Sorry) is so totally not working out...
Just wanna upload some pics of us...

Yan2 taking a pic

The Muffins We Made
(They're not cupcakes!!!)


The Prettiest and The Ugliest of All Muffins


More Burnt Muffins




Just can't take your hands off manga right, Mei Yuan?

I know, it's weird...
Yan2 says it looks like she's sucking Mei Yuan's blood..
It's a mouse....

Okay...


Need I say anything more...

Maksim!!!!!

Help!!! Anyone!!!!!

What am I suppose to do!!!!!
I keep falling in love with dudes in mangas and animes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I accept any advise except for me to stop reading mangas and watching animes...
Is it because that I never saw a real cute guy (that's almost the same age, not small, not a star)??
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is worse than I thought!!!!!!!!!!
I mean, how could you resist these:

Len - My Absolute Favourite!!!!



Kazuki - I can't help liking him somehow...


Keiichi - He's so cute!!!!!!


Yu-chan - Isn't he cute!!!!!!

Takuma Ichijou from Vampire Knight!!!

This story is actually about a handsome swimmer...

Check this one out:


The Black Hair's mine!!!!!!!
Like the dark brown too, though...


Love the middle and the right one...

AAAAARRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They're just so irresistible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!