Bittersweet

I'm giving up the ghost of love

In the shadows cast on devotion

She is the one that I adore

Creed of my silent suffocation

I won't give up

I'm possessed by her

I'm bearing a cross

She's turned into my curse

Break this bittersweet spell on me

Lost in the arms of destiny

Bittersweet...

I LOVE LOVE LOVE this song!!!!!!!!!! Okay, I know, I'm a freak.

P.S. This song is not suitable for those who can't accept goth music.

Apocalyptica rules!!!!!

With You

It's like electric's running through my veins

My heart does somersaults whenever I see your name

I think I'm going insane

My mind is full of memories of you and me

Erase your name just to write it all over again

Those dreams you starred in just won't go away

'Cause I've never felt this way

Never been okay

And I've never thought I'd say

Love you and mean it

But with you

With you

Everything is upside down when I'm with you

Oh you

With you

I smile or giggle at everything you said

Replay those conversations in my head everyday

Your every move catches my gaze

Try to glimpse at you through the corner of my eye

I'm telling the truth but you said that it's a lie

But anyways, I'll keep on trying

If I could stop time and space just to stare at you

I think I'll never want to take my eyes off of you

'Cause you're the only one who's got a grip of my heart

Please stay the same

We'll never ever part

Well, I don't know what in the world is wrong with me but I got this as a result of studying Sejarah. Weird ehh? I'm sorry, Yining, pia-ing doesn't work for me. T.T

I'm scared. Pathetic. But still scared.

Looking at that person staring right back at me

I really wonder if I'm really who I think I am

Or who other people think I am

Cause it's really funny how even I don't know myself

So, how can I be myself?

How can I trust myself??

I'm scared.

Pathetic.

But still scared.

Scared that I will mess things up.

And will never be able to put those pieces back together again.

I really wanna just dash out and grab your hand

But I wouldn't wanna startle you

I really wanna just tell you the truth

But I don't wanna ruin your life

I really wanna let you feel how you make me feel

But I wouldn't wanna force you to

I don't think I deserve you at all

Not even as a friend

You're just so out of my world

Out of my reach

And already almost out of my sight

I don't wanna mess you up.

I don't wanna make you feel as if you've done something wrong.

I don't wanna change anything.

I just wanna stay the way we are now.

I just wanna get to know you.

That's all I'm asking for.

Please.

=)

'Cause you'll never know how bad it feels

I can barely live a day without you

Don't know what I'd do

All I can is think about you

Cause you'll never know how bad it feels

You're the only thing that I'm addicted to

And if this is real

Well, baby I'm such a fool

To know how bad it feels

Yeah.

It's been quite some time since I've written a song.

And heck, I thought my talent was all used up.

But, who knew.

BTW, don't ask me why the lyrics are so sad.

Because it just came out that way.

I wish you knew how bad it feels.

You'll never see the way the corner of my lips goes up

Every time the thought that you'll never know that it's you I'm talking about

That it's you I'm always thinking about

Comes across my mind

Just to hide the fact that my tears are almost bursting out the edge of my eyes

That my lips are trembling

It's okay.

Knowing that you're happy makes me happy too.